He pressed his lips together and crossed his arms. “The things you told me… I just keep seeing you saying things that contradict what you said.” He sighed again.
He sighed helplessly, blinking at you. “Why do you hate me so much..? Did I really make you that unhappy? That you look at me with this much distaste?” His brow furrows and he shakes his head, looking down at the table and smiling bitterly. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for making your life so miserable. Should I leave? Would that make you feel better?”
“No, I don’t hate you. I could never hate you…“ He chewed on the inside of his lip and looked at you. “But you can’t just expect me to wanting to be all friendly to you and pretend like nothing happened.” He sighed when he saw you looking down. “Yes, I am hurt… I’m still trying to find out what have I done so wrong… just do what you think makes more sense to you.”
“Tae, I’m sorry.” He looks up at you, carefully reaching over and taking your hand. “I didn’t want to hurt you. That’s why I did what I did. Because I knew you couldn’t be happy with me. It wasn’t your fault, it was mine. I’m just…not good with relationships. Okay? It wasn’t your fault. When I said I loved you, I meant it. But we rushed, that’s why it didn’t go as well as we hoped.” He smiled gently, pulling his hand back and looking at you. “If you tell me to go, I will. If you tell me to stay, I will.”
